a words for my hubby...:)

you are the person that inspired me the most, besides my parents...:) always been there for me this past few years, the person who held my hand and said to me that, no matter what i do, things will be OK.

kmk polah everything and keep reminding myself dat..everytime i do things, i'll be able to improve myself...abg tauk..im an introvert..someone that lebih suka melihat jak than talking..bila kmk sedar dat being an introvert will not help my future, I do things beyond my kemampuan...:P even there was time dat kmk asa kmk xmampu nak go on gk..u always be there for me..

i keep on depending on you for everything i do..i always look up at you and ask what should i do. but u always smile and say dat just do what i think will be good for me..:) i miss that time..

is this what love looks like?;p if that so, kmk asa im falling in love with you over and over again for all this years. But things doesnt seem all right for us all the time. i may be stupid wit my decisions. 

some quote that kmk asa xblh pake...;p im sorry but i will not put soo much hope in us anymore. i will worked hard for it i promise, n insyaAllah kta ada jodoh..:) 

i hope, we will be more understanding towards each other. i always kept in mind that,

dis situation did teach us something nak hubby..:) 

n i will always trust you. :) i love u soo much. 

just dat~

Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much. 

its just some quote that i get from best quote...n really da things dat i wonder nowaday...there is something that i hope i can get back, but i know it has changed so much that it hurts me when i looked back..just then i realised, there are some things, even u try ur hardest to get it back, it just wont come back to u..really didnt know wat to do n sadly but true, im at my own pulse moment of my life..try to look back at everything, at wat i've done..whom i met..wat i achieved..then i shall admit, i've lost everything i worked hard for n theres nothing for me to look back for...*sigh

-in process of curing the broken heart of mine-

my dream!

currently been studying for my final exam which fall on da same week for all  subjects..if i get bored, i'll watch dis cartoon called yameiro patissier..its all about working hard to be an excellent patissier (one who make cakes n sweets)..:) watching dis movies, make me wonder, wat are my dreams..then i realised something, i am dying to continue my master degree in one of university in oversea that is well-known in producing HR professionals..:) which university i'll searched back later, but will my dream came true? guess we'll have to see for it then..^^

me!

people says my life was quite 'perfect'..stressing the word 'QUITE'..always get the can be said as 'well-done' grades, never really met wit financial problems, always get some position when in school, matric or uni life, n really lucky cause i have someone that love me for about 6 years. but the truth is, im just an ordinary girls, who didnt really focus in her study n didnt really achieve a well-done grades (cpt boring kot), having lots of financial problems due to my love-to-spend money thingy, really love new experiences n ways to improve myself, that is why i try my best to be in any position in clubs, school and also uni-life (. the truth is im an introvert, where for me to talk in public is always be soo challenging..all change when i chose HR as my way of working life..though i love bio, i hate being in lab, testing chemicals or 'membedah' rats..i love to walk around and do some work that requires you to think and react spontaneously..HR should be an extrovert person, who can mix well with others,have lots great ideas, can speak well in front of others, not mention can do public speaking well (what do you from an HR person? duhh..), and finally, mastering ENGLISH! i can write well, but speaking is a bit funny though..people do expect me to do well in my study, but somehow, their expectation made me scared..what if i dont do well..what if i failed my subject...what if I dont deserved to be qualify HR? losing hope is not an option for me, but keeping it real was wat I really strived for..may Allah always help me in achieving my dreams, making my parents proud and help me in being a better person than yesterday..

feels a little bit dizzy after accompanying students in the hospital....wish me luck in my final guys! ^^